Today is the kind of day where time goes in reverse. I feel like I have not actually woken up today.
On a different note, Since our move last weekend, I have noticed myself feeling less anxious going home. Not because I didn’t want to see my family (that’s all I think about during my day!) but because I use to walk into my house and become a crazy robot trying to pick up and re-place all the items laying around. My husband would tell me to sit and relax but I couldn’t with so much around me. I had done the purging thing many times and I am not one to keep things I really don’t need. The space was just too small for all of our things.
Now, in the new home, I walk in and feel my chest open as if I can breath again. I feel my brain unwind.
Such a peaceful feeling.