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i am working, but i am really not awake

Today is the kind of day where time goes in reverse. I feel like I have not actually woken up today.

On a different note, Since our move last weekend, I have noticed myself feeling less anxious going home. Not because I didn’t want to see my family (that’s all I think about during my day!) but because I use to walk into my house and become a crazy robot trying to pick up and re-place all the items laying around. My husband would tell me to sit and relax but I couldn’t with so much around me. I had done the purging thing many times and I am not one to keep things I really don’t need. The space was just too small for all of our things.

Now, in the new home, I walk in and feel my chest open as if I can breath again. I feel my brain unwind.

Such a peaceful feeling.


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i’m baaaaaaaaaaaaaacccckkk

oh to my days I’d wished to write. To sit at my key board and to let out my thoughts. I have missed too many of these days due to tired and stress. Come on now La! This is when creativity could be at it’s best!

oh to my days I’d wished to write. Hello Again. Let’s get back on track.


Hello Everyone.

So much has happened.

I have been through many evenings of stress caused by my work. I shouldn’t have allowed such stress to cloud my mind. I had the feeling I could shoot lasers from my eyeballs and explode the heads of people that triggered my anger.

But I will not stir up the past. I got what I wanted, I got what I deserved. I have been promoted in my work life and I now feel I have been rejuvenated in my personal life.

2013 will by my year! 

This weekend I am upgrading my family’s space. We are in a small space and will now be able to EACH go to a separate room to be away from each other or we ALL can comfortable join in the living room for family snuggle, movie time. Oh my poor children have no idea what space is. (luckily they are 3 and 9 months)

 But Hello again everyone.

I am glad to be back on track and to be involved in all your days as well.

Happy Days To All-


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f the b

Ever had someone strut into your world and call it theirs?!

F the B

Ever had someone agree with YOUR ideas or plans and then pass them off as their own?!

F the B

Ever been over looked or under rated?!

F the B

For all you Bs out there, what your b-ness. I’ve got eye lasers and I know how to use them.

F you B!

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i will wait, i will wait for you

“I will wait for your” by Mumford & Sons is playing on the radio and I am thinking, how appropriate.

I will wait for the new company to call me and hopefully give me a promotion.

I will wait for 6:00p.m. to come so I can see my family and rest easy.

I will wait, I will wait for life to be back in balance and semi less stressful.

I will wait for this weekend to get our Christmas tree so I can take my mind off the unknown.

I will wait, I will wait for all of this.

It’s hard to wait.

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i finished in 3553 place

Thanksgiving day I jogged/walked my first 5k. No training. Haven’t done a whole lot of working out since I had my youngest 7 months ago. I was pumped to do it. So the count down began…5, 4, 3, 2, 1!!! I was off!! Going good. Going good. Going good. Going…alright. Going…going..what was I thinking! Then I heard “that’s half a mile folks!” WHAT!?!

Oh lord ok. No turning back now!

About a mile later it seemed to get easier…per say. I luckily had two great cheerleaders pushing me through it!

I see the finish line! I hear a cheerleader say “ok now sprint!!!!” Wahhhhhhhhhhhh hahaha I finished!! Oh I am going to barf!

Thank goodness, I didn’t barf. But I did finish!! And about 10min later I got the “runners high” I heard so much about. Felt great. So glad I did it. I could feel every muscle in my body and they were not happy but who cares. I finished!

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holy moly…’tis the season already

So Wow!

Next week. Thanksgiving!

I feel like life has been so crazy that I can’t even begin to think about putting my Christmas tree up, which we do every year the weekend after Thanksgiving.

I feel the need to force myself into the holiday spirit as it will be Reese’s 1st Christmas and Riley is starting to get the idea..I think.

Also, a lot of things could possibly be changing this season.

A promotion may be happening for both my husband and I. We may be moving to a bigger home! (SO NEEDED! Baby items are not fun to decorate our home with!)

So I feel like with the added stress (not necessarily bad stress) it is hard to focus on all the fun festivities that are almost upon us.

What do you do to amp yourself up for the holidays? I could use a few ideas!

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a very merry half birthday

So tomorrow my youngest will be six months old.

Time sure has flown. It doesn’t feel like it has been a half a year already.

on April 26, 2012, my water broke while I was on my lunch break…power walking. I was trying anything to get Miss Reese to come out. I was so happy. I knew she would be here so soon! I was guessing just after dinner time she would arrive.

Well…my water broke at 1:00pm and she was born 14 hours later. 3:00am on Friday, April 27, 2012. I couldn’t have been more happy to see that 6lb baby. Now at 6 months my 20lb baby gives me the biggest toothless smiles everyday.

My oldest daughter, Riley Jo, is three going on 12. Loves being a big sister and thinks the world is her oyster. She bring such a rainbow touch to my life. I appreciate her love for the small things and it has helped remind me of my rainbows and unicorn days.

I love my girls so much. I simply cannot kiss, squeeze and tell them I love them enough.

Sure makes me a bit sad how time flys….but I am just glad my two beautiful, still want to snuggle with mama, girls are not teenagers yet.

Lord help me in 10 years.

Happy half birthday baby burrito.